...wow haven't wrote in this in forever. i thought this used to help me when i was stressed before, why not try doin this again? maybee i'll get the same result.
school is comin to an end for my first semester of pre reqs for the nursing program.
work is pickin up for the holidays. trainin to be a shift supervisor after two&half years. didn't really ask or care for it.
this year has been a rollercoaster as it is for every other year.
made new friends. lost friends. old acquaintances come back in my life.
made mistakes. still workin on learnin from them.
learned new things about myself. got new hobbies.
i realize that i keep the people that hurt me before around for reasons i can't explain.
my cousin seems to think that i like the hurt or i'm punishin myself in a way.
my weakness has always been that i genuinely care about people& i'm too forgiving sometimes.
i always forgive them but don't forget the incident.
anywho, i'm glad for the people in my life that keep me grounded.
with all the things i've been through this year, they've sticked around. <3
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everything seems to calm down some since last year. 
